Another day done and dusted without too much trauma. The smokes feel like a distant memory now (not that I'm going to get complacent). I was trying to explain to a colleague how I feel this morning; was interesting as I couldn't really explain it (he has wanted to quit for some time but never got around to it).
All I can describe it as is a feeling that I've never smoked; therefore I don't seem to miss it and therefore don't crave it. My worry is does that mean I'd want to try it again ... as to me it would feel like the first time. Very strange.
Quite chuffed though as it has been a difficult few days personally. I seem to be starting the mornings in a panic, feel anxious until late afternoon early evening. Might take another trip to the docs soon just to get my head straight. Work has been a nightmare recently and I've a week booked off (first in Feb) so I think I'll kick the ol' feet up then and see how I get on.
...saying that hospital in the morning...again...joy!
I need to say thanks for all the support again. It feels odd as I think from reading the experiences of others I've had it dead easy - it really hasn't been a struggle. However I wonder if it would have been the case without the drive I get from here? Who knows?!