could do with some today. don't quite know why, i never do:confused:
OH has taken kids out so i can get on with the ironing, thats my life all fun, fun, fun (not complaining really). i am struggling, he has taken my car, because it fits all the kids in but i have an awful feeling that if i was willing to drive his, i would go to the shop to buy some :eek: it is day 33 for today (only just worked that out). i don't want one i want the whole packet, and the next.
i am hoping that tomorrow will be better cause kids at school, OH at work, basically no one around to stop me.
i know it is madness and that i don't want to do the last 33 days again, but right now i want to be a smoker:eek: and not a miserable non smoker, that is what i feel i am, rather than a happy ex smoker.
i will try and so some reading, to reinforce what i suspose i must know deep down.
thanks for reading guy, and for all those in the early stages of their quit, please don't think it has been like this for me for 33 days, it really hasn't i have had mostly really good days.