I don't really have a good excuse either! I'm finding motivation hard!
Friday I was doing fine but then was given a delicious Italian panettone as a gift! I told myself I would only have a little but it was so good I ate far too much of it. As I had now already "fallen" I had some extra food later at home too. Saturday I was determined to "get back on track" and was great ALL day. But then last thing at bedtime I just had a mad moment and took the kids to Burger king. Its so expensive and the foods not that great so I really don't know why I did it. Earlier my daughter was watching YouTube videos about these kids hypnotizing their mum to get unhealthy food at McDonald's! I think my daughter must have hypnotised me somehow lol
Then today I was feeling so fat and full I was sure I would not even need my usual calories let alone go over! But I have been redecorating and worked really hard to get it finished today. Which I did! But I missed my usual dinner time which was fine. But when I finally stopped this evening I ended up having my dinner plus extras! I feel really tired and still am craving more! I just wanna chill, watch TV and munch!
I know it's bad and I know I gotta get my head back in the right place! But I've lost my mojo and just can't seem to get fired up to pull myself together and control myself. I AM gonna try! But I want that extra oomph to actually want to do it and stick to it!!