I've finally sorted my laptop to actually contribute to the forum. Good timing because I've been struggling lately, I've been in a really low mood. I think I've been quite low and stressy since I started trying to lose weight. I stress easily and can suffer with anxiety.
It's getting to the point where I'm losing willpower. I'm still sticking to my diet and yesterday I spent my free time after work doing yoga and pilates as I realised I'd eaten too much and gone over my calories.
Maybe it's just my mood.
My boyfriend has bought a big tube of pringles, he nearly bought pizza yesterday I'm not having any but it's annoying when he's sitting there eating whatever and I'm trying not to eat anything as I need to keep under my calories or just because he's eating junk.
I know this will pass and like I said it's probably just my mood. I guess I just need to say this to people who understand. I don't have much weight to lose really but I'm starting to doubt my ability to keep this going. I go on holiday June 4th and it'll be a real struggle to go back to this regime after it. It's funny because when I started I loved the exercise and I said I'd do it all the time but I'm struggling with that to. I do HIT fitness blender workouts and I've been doing low impact ones instead of the usual ones I started doing.
I think I'll find doing the exercise again easy enough as it does feel good (afterwards!). I'm just losing confidence and belief that I can carry on with this I guess.
Thanks for reading this I just need to get my thoughts and feelings out there as nobody I know would understand.