So whilst I'm ill, unable to exercise or eat properly I said I would reflect on what got me to being 19 stone.
All my life I have seen myself bigger than I actually was. I've been so insecure about how I look and my weight that I've resigned to eating more, comfort eating and just accepting I'll be the fat blob for the rest of my life.
But now I'm beginning to realise, just because I'm fat doesn't mean I can't take part in things, doesn't mean I can't look nice nor does it mean I have to stay like this forever.
Times are changing