I lost my baby at 19+4 weeks at the end of June and I've been coping quite well considering. However friend's pregnancies still cause me uncontrollable pain. I've been advised not to conceive again until I've had surgery as the pregnancy left me with a very large fibroid and my uterus is the equivalent of 20 weeks pregnant. So trying for a baby is not an option! I know the pain will fade in time but sometimes it's the anxiety that follows which is a problem. Any thoughts/experiences welcome!