G'day, beloved ms family, I hope "YOU are well and living your best life. Today is a question that I have been searching for an answer to for years. Newbies (newly diagnosed) pay attention, one day "YOU" might have the same question.
What am I missing, what more is there for me to do? Surely my life has a purpose? Am I just meant to suffer and stumble from one difficulty to another? Is there a meaning in my life? Have I, am I achieving it? I just do not know. I can not see my direction, my path.
I want to believe there is something more, but what? 20+ years of disability "YOU" start to ask yourself these types of question. At least I do. At 28 having my world turned upside down and inside out has given me a lot of time to ponder my life, its purpose. Where to next, what do I need to do? Am I doing it? I am sorry not exactly an ms question, but it is. If "YOU" would rather reply privately that is okay. I only ask that "YOU" be polite, perhaps "YOU" wonder the same thing.
Royce (your ms writer and Brother)
very confused and lost