This is the first time I have tried to look into OCD in this depth!! I wasn't well enough before, I was worried I was going to end up with more problems, or give some anxiety. I want to see if I can get help and try and be supportive to others.
I'm really surprised by how much I understand most forms of OCD, from the anxiety, the compilations and the intrusive thoughts. It's made me realise how much time it takes up.
CBT and little things like eat well, drink well, and do physical activity, make my OCD easier to live with. I've made friends with my OCD, because I truly thought I could be cured!! And most of the time I do live a happy life outwardly, but there's days when OCD wins.
When OCD was at its worse for me, I had this one thought that was my mantra, if happiness is a choice, then I choose to put all my energy in being happy, even fake happy till real happy comes along.
OCD = misery
Me= HAPPY
Sorry for my waffling, I just wanted to get that out today.
Keep strong.