I'm waiting for my appointment post diagnosis with the hematologist/oncologist and am looking at everyone else here wondering if any of them have an MPN. No one looks panicked or uncomfortable yet here I am ready to crawl out of my skin. It doesn't help that it's at a cancer center and the TV keeps showing infomercials about various cancers..cancer cancer cancer! Do they have to keep reminding you every 5 minutes? I need to get this anxiety under control....or maybe I will just get used to it?