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[Against_the_current]

So as if my deabilitating anxiety isn't enough, moving out to a new home, starting work, and traveling here we ewnt to grandparents, mom wants me to make them give me the apartment so If sth happens to them she doesn't get out by dad and uncle but i don't think they would do it and also this is too much for me. Then dad and sis went through my stuff to search for the tikets for the concert sis really wants to go. I got really anxious from htem going through my stuff, thinking what if dad thinks i bought bullshit and he should give me less. Also him insulting everything feminine. My sister and stepmother look like men. And And eh left me a few money till next month Flow aas If it's not enough said this is more that an average bulgarian month salary when we count the taxes". And i thave the job interview Tommorrow. As If that's not enough someone important is asking me to lend them money and i don't feel well and this is the Last thing i need but they insist. And now my roommate got home with her terrible music and stinky feet (I'm sorry for saying it) and my head hurts like hell. And nobody has mercy on me

[Blunderbuss_bumpkin]

I just found this forum and I'm amazed just how much you sound like me. I don't think it's any consolation but I know exactly how you feel and how unbearable it is, when every moment of every day is a slow and painful struggle. As hypocritical as this is for me to say, hang in there brother and don't let it win.

[Against_the_current in reply to Blunderbuss_bumpkin]

Thanks, i really needed some kindness and to know i'm not alone. Sorry you're hurting the same way and welcome to the community ❤️