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[Angelmarrow141]

Feel low again, left job as it was sales targets, got pulled up about not meeting targets and making silly mistakes. It was only my third week. Then got told today can’t get universal credit or ESA. Feel at end of my tether. Constantly crying, rows with husband as he has flu at mo so trying to look after him. Job hunting again just not sure what I want out of life. Feel trapped in this relationship and marriage and can’t get out. Citalopran and Propananol don’t seem to work anymore since April this year I feel worse. Xx

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Like they say, something better will come along - have faith!

[Jackofalltrades]

I used to be a Designer and in sales. Basically when I felt good, I'd get the sales but a shitty boss, poor training, boasting from other colleagues is what made me leave sales for good. I was jobless for ages, took a typing course through Pitman Training. Had to do something to get out of my rutt. Now work for the NHS typing doctor's letters. I'm not on show as such like you are in sales, work in an office, not pushed to progress but training is there if you want to progress and it's included.

I'm not earning what I used to with sales, hey ho but I can go to work, then come home without stressing out about a prat of a boss. I can wear own clothes, talk to colleagues if I want help, I get more weeks holiday and I find in the long run better than being on benefits.

I hope you find something jobwise that suits you. Just remember, it was the manager's fault for the lack of sales not you personally.

Hubby will survive, the more you run to them, the more they expect! You sound caring, take care of yourself too. Give yourself a break. Have a warm bath.

I'd aim for NHS in some line or other. Typists can work flexi shifts and no weekends. Care assistants can work all types of hours! Consultants, Nurses, Radiology etc...are whenever and wherever.

Remember, take one step at a time. It's today that counts to a change. Hope all settles and brightens up soon for you.

[Angelmarrow141 in reply to Jackofalltrades]

Thank you Jackofalltrades. X