Depressed,T1 diabetic,no body knows..

[AMeatSuit]

I don't know what to write to be honest ,im 30 ive been depressed all my adult life nothing works meds talking most things,in getting to a place where im thinking its best to just shut down half the time,and family and people just make me worse saying its nothing or they get it,im living in a concrete jungle and in being blinded by all the crap and fake people and fake places,i cant handle it anymore,but im not sick so the jobcenter says so they must be right,i can think or see a way i can be ok,i would not kill myself,but im thinking that way,if i had no family or children id have do it by now.

[Satsuma]

Well you have come to the right place for support AMeatSuit We all suffer here from day to day and use this community to speak to others. I am up and down myself. This time of year, especially, is indeed most difficult for lots of people. I hope you find being here helpful

[sweetiepye]

Ok, let's see what we can come up with for you to try and get some control over your situation. I can only suggest, you are the one who has to take action. First, I would see my Doctor, he is the one who can open doors for you. Tell him you are having trouble coping with your disease and life in general. Ask him if you are capable of working, part or full time, and get a signed paper saying so. If you need help with other things ask him who to see. Try one thing at a time and be nice to these people. You want them on your side. Let me know how it goes. Pam

[AMeatSuit in reply to sweetiepye]

Im on the work program its full of people tellong me what i should be doing,its not healpimg me at all the doctors dont care either duont know what to do really