Circumcision problems

[Dillon25]

Having trouble to im about a week in and i was sent to emerge 2 days ago cause i had bleeding around a stitch up top they told me it was fine no infection and sent me home told me to put bandage on it for two days then no bandage so i did but today i took a shower let water run over it but when i got out it started to sting a little were it bleed from 2 days ago its not really bad but noticable im just wondering if any ever went through this and if its normal its been a rough ride so far just wondering to they told me to leave bandage off but its still weeping underneath and i just feel better eith a light wrapped gauze on it so nothing sticks to it is this ok i was using vasilne and thats why it opened by the sticthe aparently its not water souluble and doesnt let the wound heal i know i seen alot on here about people saying its good for it but do not use it will prolong the healing 7 days now and it feels like im not getting any better erections dont hurt as much id the only thig i noticed and the head is getting less senistive if someone can answer a bit of this for me would be much appreciated where i have really bad anxiety if i could stay at the hosiptal the next three weeks i would worst experience of my life if i had my time back i would never have done it. I had it done because of phomises my ehole life and im 26 please help