Turns out the Clinical trial company needs one more vial of blood and for it to be processed prior to allowing for tumor harvesting for my husband. Surgery had been scheduled for tomorrow morning.
Feeling disappointed as this pushes everything back, and Wayne has to make another 100 mile trip for a blood draw when he was just there all day Friday, but that's what has to happen.
Did I mention that my anxiety has continued fairly high? Yes. So. I went back to see my doc and I'm trying a beta blocker med to try to get my BP down, my skipping heartbeats back on the regular, and my anxiety decreased. I'm not a good candidate for SSRI anti-depressants since I came off them over a year ago due to increasing blood pressure side effects.
So far the start on the beta blocker has been giving me super vivid dreams and a wee bit of sleep challenges. But it's early, so I'll keep at it. Band practice and a Saturday with a long walk to the river on a spring day with my beloved was also super good medicine.