Rants and looking for help

[Dogmom8]

I’ve been struggling a lot lately. I’ve had extremely high depression and I feel so overwhelmed with everything I sleep all day and am up all night I’m so alone and I’m just not myself I feel like I have no purpose in life and I was struggling with anxiety for so long that now that I’m depressed I don’t want to burden the people around me with my problems anymore. I wish my boyfriend could just see that I’m upset with myself and hug me and tell me that he’s with me and I’m going to be alright. But I don’t open up about how I feel and I feel completely alone and helpless. I don’t want everyone to leave me because I’m so unhappy all the time

[DMZLTC]

So sorry to learn about how you feel. I can relate to feeling alone. Sometimes when you are with someone you can feel more alone and less alive than when you really are in isolation. Feel free to chat if you like.