Does anyone care

[Jill313]

I'm so done with existing. I'm done with suffering each and everyday all throughout the days n weeks n months n years. I don't feel like putting any more effort into anything. I can't even reach out correctly. I seen the statistics n the comments n they are not worth going through. And I guess I can't even get this to post. I'm hopeless.

[Zia-Uddin]

Hello Bill, Are u there?

[downinthecrud]

Hi Jill. I have felt that way before. It’s really scary. Do you have a treatment team?

[amychris]

Hey Jill, I’m here! I feel this way too, to be honest, but I’m hoping you’re still walking the earth with us! Respond when you get this. I’d love to talk more.❤️

[Joshgw]

I know exactly how you feel. I'm there too. I care. We all need support and you reaching out here is a good first step. If you'd like to talk more you can always PM me.

[Seadive]

Hi Jill, I m sorry you feel this way. I feel the same way so far away from you. I m so tired. Everything feels so distant and difficult to reach. I dont feel like doing anything. Plus I don t have any money (which feels so threatening) and I m forced to search for help in the public sector (greece), which is slow and I feel so exposed and unprotected. It also feels as a vicious circle that I might stay there forever, or for as long I can before total exhaustion. I realise now , that help or love isnt always available (which is tough) and that I am my primary possible caretaker or savior . It feels so good to express these thoughts. It s thanks to your post. If you go online again send hi if you want 🌱

[Bogner45]

I don't know how to change it 😕 😪

[prettylady3]

God bless you. My prayers are with you.

[Cookie2217]

Jill, I have felt exactly the way you do at times and even acted on it and for the grace of God I survived it. It sounds like you're extremely frustrated with what you're going through and that's a normal emotion especially when it's gone on for so long. I suffer with major depressive disorder and this latest episode has lasted 3 years since before covid and on the weekends I don't even get out of bed cuz I don't find a reason to but I'm letting it beat me I'm going to begin to take baby steps start journaling again and I also suffer with self-esteem and self-worth issues I don't think that I'm enough or deserve love because of childhood trauma and abuse that has followed me into adulthood. I care about how you feel and just know that I am here to listen.