Introduction

[MichelleMGalvan]

Hi there, I've been suffering from MDD, PTSD and GAD since I was a child due to a traumatic event. I don't like the way medication makes me feel so I have been on and off certain ones before they can medically take affect. So far I prefer Prozac because it has been around for a while. I don't trust newly developed medications easily. I saw some breakthrough with EMDR but I will never be well again. I think right now it's all about trying to find some happiness and motivation to keep on going through the motions of life. I have 5 children who need me and I would really like to be here long enough to meet all of my grandchildren. It is hard to be me and lately even going to the store is excruciating and I don't feel safe anywhere. Wanting to die and being terrified of death - of an eternity of unconsciousness - is exhausting! I'm tired and just need some rest.

[LilyAnnepuppy]

Welcome to the group. I know how you feel. Going anywhere is torture. But, like you, I have responsibilities too. My husband has kidney failure and needs a lot of help. Which includes me driving him places. And I hate to drive. I’m always grateful when we get home safely. I suffer the same diagnoses as you and it makes life difficult. I’m on Prozac as well as some other meds. Which are working and give me an even playing field. I also see a psychiatrist and a therapist who help tremendously. Good luck and keep posting. We’re here for you.