Even though Iβve been checking in and reading peopleβs posts (you are all amazing!) itβs been a while since Iβve posted myself, so here goes.
My running has been very up and down of late. A stumble a few months ago has seen me having to cut back on my distance quite a bit in order to give my leg a bit of a rest, so that hasnβt helped. But what has really put the cat among the pigeons is a new job I started fairly recently which has seen me so incredibly stressed, I have literally almost just walked out on it a few times. I really hope that Iβve turned a corner with it this last week, because I went from a job I could do in my sleep to something completely different, which at the age of 54, is hard. This has really affected my desire and ability to run, (sleeping has been rubbish and all Iβve wanted to do is lie down in a dark corner) and when I have, my rate of perceived exertion has been horrible! The worst bit is I had entered the GSR but I just couldnβt face it, which made me feel even more miserable. I loved reading everyoneβs posts about it though! πππ
Anyway, enough moping for this lady! This morning I did a really nice 10k which gave me that little bit of spark back which I sorely, sorely needed. It was raining fairly heavily when I started out, but it soon stopped. There was a lovely fresh breeze even though it was pretty overcast. It was the most rested Iβd felt in an age (thank you clock change), and I dared to go in the woods where I stumbled previously, although I took it SO slowly. So that was a little victory in itself as I had lost confidence in the woods. So I am feeling more positive about life in general! Which is great. And I wonβt let the new job defeat me either.
I hope everyone is having a smashing day ππππ»ββοΈ.