I've been struggling with my marathon training a bit recently. I don't have time to fit it in, I'm not doing as many runs as I want to and it's stopped being enjoyable. I was entered in a half marathon a week ago, I felt exhausted after mile 1 and by mile 8 I stopped, had a cry and walked back to the car. The first time I've not finished a race.
I've spent a lot of time thinking about this and realised that life was quite different when I first planned to do this marathon, I had a different job and was unable to pursue my other hobbies, so I had a lot of extra free time. If it hadn't been deferred a few times, I never would have entered this year. So I've decided I'm not going to do it. It actually feels like a positive decision, I'm not doing it because other things in my life are now going better and I want to give more of my time to them. I'm still miles ahead of where I thought I would ever get to when I started running and have a HM in September to aim for.
I'm not really posting this for advice or anything, as I've made my mind up and am now a lot happier. I just wanted to share where I was with my running journey. I know we all have our ups and downs running and I've found reading about other peoples experiences on here really helpful.
Also, if anyone wants a spot in the Loch Ness Marathon, let me know