So this morning I went out for my last run before the race on Sunday. A straightforward, local 5K. I'm finally getting some energy back after three miserable weeks of shingles and coughing and sneezing Garmin also decided to give me a little boost by upping my VO2 max score from 37 (where it has plateaued for weeks now) to 38 after the run this morning - aha, I'll take any confidence boost I can get right now.
I keep telling myself it will be just like the lovely 15k training run in the sunshine along the canal, only with added entertainment. It might have been best part of a month since I've done anything like that, but I did it then and I can do it again!
So all my worrying - and there's lots of it because that is my speciality in life- is currently about logistics. I'm going entirely on my own with no supporters or friends or family running, which complicates things slightly, but I'm a big girl now (or so I keep telling myself). It's also the first time I've entered a race on this scale and it will be the first time I will have attempted to run 10 miles.
All the stuff I have read and learnt here has been invaluable - thanks to everyone who takes the time to write up post-race reports and to answer all the silly questions that have no doubt been asked a million times before. However nervous I get, it's great to think I will 'know' several people around me and I absolutely can't wait for that after-race feeling which is now so tantalisingly close . Good luck to everyone else going, and to everyone running this weekend