Tonight I was supposed to go to a party and stay over at a hotel but my headache is the worse tonight than its been for last few weeks,I feel sick (was throwing up last night) and my vision has been off all week. I ummed and arred for nearly an hour before agreeing that it was better for my husband to go alone and I'd stay home. Feel bad as is my sister in laws party and lots of family going etc. I dont normally feel sorry for myself I usually pick myself up smile an get on with it but tonight for some reason I can't put a happy face on. I'm also diabetic and have no idea why but my blood sugar is really high too.
Sorry don't know why Ive posted this guess that I know that everyone on here will understand but it feels like the rest of he world look at me and see a smiling person and don't get how bad I feel sometimes.
On way home from work and even now I feel like I want to go to hospital don't know why I feel like this even my eyes are sore and the are watering and not from crying as I'm not doing that, my whole body feels so tired likes it's hard to move.
Sorry folks I don't want to bring anyone else down but at least in using my brain and on finger.