How do you differentiate between fatigue and general laziness? I hate these dark mornings so I struggle getting up even more. Sometimes I can be at work for half an hour and feel ok and sometimes I can feel like I ran a marathon on my way to work but by then I’m too exhausted to consider travelling home.
Im sure I shouldn’t be pushing myself as much as I do but I find my illness hard to accept in the sense that I can’t do as much as I’d like to and it’s like admitting defeat.
I’ve been diagnosed 11 months now and I’ve got my next rhuemy appt in early Feb. I find it hard to talk about it as I don’t know how to describe it besides “meh” but everyone gets like that so there can be a lack of understanding.
Because I push myself I suffer the consequences later but I try not to let it impact my work. I feel like having a half decent personal life jeopardises my working life but I never give in.
Any hints, tips or advice would be greatly appreciated.