So, I have had a real roller coaster with my peripheral nerve hyperexcitability over the last two weeks. Visible and none visible trembles and tremors , loss of sleep, loss of smell and taste, tightness in my chest, and I feel like I am permanently stood in a diesel generator vibrating from the inside and out. This is probably every single person I meet accusing me of seeming and coming across as anxious or up tight or edgy. I can help but feel, what do u expect ? , but course you can't see it can u ? U only have my word!
So why do I find myself constantly felling I have to explain a condition that they don't know of, heard of or even read about? Sometimes find laughable? And that I could actually find and excuse for being irritating and anxious, and apparent nervous wreck.
I finally found a GP who looked at me while I spoke, listened to me took on my concerns (without making me feel I need to be a man about it and get on with my benign condition ) She and I do emphasise she, has taken my words and acted upon them. They are now looking for counselling and emotional support, and at the drop of a hat has brought my consultant appointment forward.
Winner ! Fingers crossed in the waiting .
Thanks for your ears everyone