Three years ago I was told by Rheumatologist I have Lupus SLE, then a year I ago I started seeing a dermatologist as well and she said it is more UCTD. Even though I have majority of Lupus symptoms but test results keep fluctuating and no real defined conclusion to be Lupus SLE. I am getting so confused and stressed by all this and it has had an impact on my health. I have tried to read up on this but with so much on the websites it just get muddled and confusing. Can anyone please explain in simple terms what thus actually means. I don't know how to explain it to my manager at work because of disability and support. Now I feel a fraud because I was told Lupus. Many thanks.