Just wondering what you all feel about taking time off work. I started a new job a couple of months ago... Full time, Monday to Friday 9 to 5.30. I don't mean to sound like a wuss, but I'm finding it hard. I had a day off sick a few weeks back as I was exhausted. And I had yday off and still feel shattered today so am thinking of taking today off too.
I just feel when I try and talk to people about it, I get that whole 'oh just try and go in, you'll feel better in your head' and I seem to be surrounded by people who never seem to get ill, or when they do get ill, they carry on.
My job can be pretty demanding at times, they know about my lupus and always tell me I should take my breaks etc, but if I'm honest the whole 9 to 5.30 thing isn't suiting me. I don't have any ambition any more, I just want to be able to work to make a living, considering I'm on pretty rubbish money they keep putting more responsibility on me and I don't want it.
Anyway, just wanted to rant and also should I be pushing myself more? Sometimes I feel proud that I DO push myself but today I feel rubbish like I'm giving up and not trying hard enough to go in.