My 4 stage non small lung cancer is progressing. I go to my oncologist this Friday to find out if Keytruda will buy me some time. I'm having more trouble breathing due to past radiation treatment having caused thickness with scar tissue in lung and I cough so much. I can't taste anything but sweet food but I still make myself eat. The cancer went to brain with two tumors...one shrunk, the first one..we don't know if it is scar tissue or if tumor is growing..have another MRI end of December to see about it. Now found out my oncologist is retiring end of December. I'm not asking for pity. I'm just stating facts. I am just wondering what to do. I keep asking GOD for a sign. I have been told without treatment, I have maybe a year left...maybe less if I get pneumonia or an infection. My husband won't talk about it. He just wants me to keep fighting. Anyone got any suggestions? I keep praying. Have no one to talk to who understands. Thanks.