Long time since I posted anything I'll start off..

My life has been pretty much upside down but it doesn't stop me from doing what I have too do day in day out I've been working for little over a year and I applied for another job higher paying and more benefits ito would be a really good thing if I get it my anxiety has been pretty much undercontrol no medicine ,but on Nov 28th my son was born 4 months earlier then he was supposed too and he didn't make it there is a lot of things that people say they get me upset but I just go on with my day and I don't let it get the best of me I saw him take one breath and that was it..

I feel pretty lost and out of place, as of right now I caught something.. I'm sick

flu or sun poisoning idk but I feel like cap I hate it when I'm sick hate being useless and just weak head hurts body aches stomach hurts I'm hot this just sucks I need too start posting alot again I hope I feel somewhat better tomorrow hope everyone had a good day today.

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Hi

Nice to see you & have a catch up

I am so very sorry about the news of your Son , what a lot that must be to have to deal with my heart goes out to you

Did you have him buried , I just ask because I feel you must be grieving & it can sometimes be good if we have somewhere we can go where they are resting to feel close to them & talk to them & let our feelings out

If you feel you need some bereavement counselling do look into it

This could have triggered these feelings of your own health & anxiety ,but you were doing so well you can work & get back to where you were , see this as a temporary setback but one you will overcome

Well done on the job front & working so hard as well as having the initiative to keep striving for better opportunities , you should feel proud of yourself for that

Take Care

Love

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xxx

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Good morning ... Hi I'm so sorry for your lost ,you are such a strong person to even post it on here . Hope your doing well and always have positive in your life. God only knows why he has called for your little one , he is in a safe place now.

I myself had really bad anxiety when I found out I was pregnant with my son. I was so scared , scared he would have it or I couldn't manage the whole pregnancy. I would pray for my little one so much and worried alot. my anxiety levels were very high through out my whole 7 months , I don't know how I did it but I pulled through. I told my doctor at 7 months what was happening how awful I've feeling, he told me it was anxiety. Put me on zoloft for about 6 months and it helped me not worry so much I start to phase it out !!!.. My son was born Sept 29th quick and health .. He is now 1 and a half . I still worry if he will have anxiety . Don't forget your not alone , you need to find hope and think positive always . It's the only way ...find things you enjoy doing , family support is a big plus . Don't give up on yourself your Needed to many people. ... Just remember your not alone and you will be fine its just anxiety and you can beat it!!! Take care of yourself and god bless !!