My inner voice says "You can't do that."
It's very frustrating when I'm trying to do some of the exercises in play.
I'm a natural sloucher people wonder how I can be comfortable in the positions I sit or lay in. (Think what a cat would do.) This is one of my biggest struggles is practicing good posture. I can only do it when I am thinking about it every second other wise it's not happening.
Another thing is speaking up. I don't know how to get what I need to say out. When I do people just scream at me and become hostile. What am I suppose to do then? And other times I could be talking to someone and things are fine and this other person in the room will just start saying all kinds of unkind things about me out of nowhere. I kind of freeze up too. I would say freezing up is the biggest struggle in these situations.
Owning up to mistakes and seeking others. The whole tripping up and a room full of people laughing at you would give me a heart attack. I probably wouldn't show up again for some days after. If I do just one look and you could tell I feel uncomfortable and awkward being there. I don't normally seek other unless it is very important and time crunching. Like if someone forgot a 20 dollar bill at the store. It's the fear of being pushed a side that scares me even more in front of numerous people. Rejection in public mainly. How do I get over this feeling?
Does anyone. Know what's wrong with me
Constantly feel bored and empty, like life has no meaning. 
Over and Over Again....
Beginning to lose the will to continue on anymore, i feel useless that i can't fix something that means the world to me
Im new here and im suffering alone
