I've always felt down since I can remember. I haven't had the best upbringing and have never really got along with my Mum. She kicked me out when I was 16 so I ended up in a hostel. I have a daughter who is 2 1/2 and a son who is 7 weeks old. My partner has gone back to work and I struggle to cope. If they both cry I break down and cannot cope. Every few days I wonder why I'm here and believe my partner and kids are better off without me. I don't trust my partner and constantly tell him he can do better. I hate the way I look and cry daily about it which effects every day life. I don't like going out in public because I feel scared and paranoid that people are constantly judging me. My partner has told me for ages now to get help and I don't know where to start I'm so scared. I don't want to lose him or my children
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