Well I haven't been around much as my whole world had sort of fallen from my hands for a moment. Its not together yet but getting there very slowly.
I found a lump in my breast which led to tests, and finding of a few suspicious spots. Then they noticed my lymph nodes in my neck still really swollen. Tests, tests and more test but still no answers. We are working towards that slowly but certainly..... Biopsies should be scheduled by end of week. Hoping all is done by Christmas. I see two different doctors tomorrow after seeing yet another one today. Overkill if you ask me, but my primary is insistent. For once I am being compliant (well semi compliant).
One big thing is massive GI probs,. I have enough gas to fuel a small village. Bloated and uncomfortable as well. Doesn't mix well with this added fat I have put on from stopping smoking and lovely steroids...
At same time, been going throug much other personal trials and tribulations and not feeling so well lately at all. I have been more emotional than I ever have been and probably a good thing. I don't think I ever let myself be vulnerable but now I have no choice it seems. A new emotion for me and not sure I like it. Definitely hate being alone, too.
So other than the poop storm above, all is good. Really. I am not so bad, just a little blip in my life. Things will be good again soon.