Been very unwell for many years and as I suffer with severe anxiety due to my health problems doctors have been quick to palm me off. I have since developed a severe firm of health anxiety as nobody could figure out what was wrong and I felt like I have been going insane. I badger my gp so much he finally agreed to refer me to rhemy. He was sure it was nothing would run done tests and was adamant it was just to reassure my anxious mind, didn't expect anything, blah blah. Only thing is results came back and they believe I have APS and maybe Lupus!! I am shocked as I have been convinced I'm dying and slowly going insane and now I fear my greatest fear has come true. I am absolutely petrified. It now seemed so much easier just thinking I was crazy. Now it's all too real and every headache, every tight chest and ache has me thinking this is it. They said they need to run the tests again in 6 weeks and until then no treatment until they are 100% sure but the wait is awful. I feel I have a time bomb inside me and my days are numbered. Cannot eat, sleep concentrate. My brain for getting is awful, constant migraines, had my 9th miscarriage in Oct and I am so exhausted I'm sure I'm dying. Could really use some advice to get through this waiting period and to put my mind at rest. Such bad migraines worried I will have a stroke. Also having horrendous palpitations and tachycardia. Recently told I have an arrythmia but not to worry!! I am anaemic, have severely let with vitamin d and lupus anticoagulant is positive. Any ideas?
Thanks in advance for any advice and Thanks of reassurance