Just been told I have Hiv
I'm 27 married with a child 3 and wife 25.
I was working in Singapore and had sex with a sex worker and condom broke.
I was drunk and it was only the first time I ever put myself in such a risky position.
I still can't believe I done it..
But I did.
So I went straight to the doctor wen I arrived home and was told I had like 1/2500 chance of getting virus and thats if that person even had it.
I tried to calm down but the guilt ate me up.
I told my wife and it ruined her. I just wanted to make it all better.
A week after telling my wife I got swollen glands. I shit myself because I knew it was a strong indication. I then got a really sore throat. Then followed by thrush in my mouth.
I done a test at 4 weeks which turned out positive. I'm So scared of this and don't know how to cope. I will lose everything. My house.my job. I've already lost my wife and feel to ashamed to be neat my son.
I feel like dying now. my life was so good and I loved my wife so much. I made one stupid mistake and now my life is gone forever.