I'm 44, otherwise healthy, exercise a little (2-3x a week, not nearly as much as my wife for example, who always challenges me to work out more), some sports (wake-boarding, sailing and other water-sports, skiing, a little tennis - nothing on a competition level), no drugs (not medical, not recreational), no nicotine, but some alcohol and caffeine intake. All very average. Nothing of the extra-ordinary, no health issues aside from a cold once a year on average.
I was submitted to a hospital in May 2019 after having fallen unconscious at 2 am in a hotel while traveling overseas for business. I had woken up after about 3 hours of sleep in the hotel room, feeling pressure building up in the chest, a creeping nausea, and the strong sense that something was significantly off. A minute later I was gone and after reaching consciousness again, my body shivered uncontrollably. The ambulance took me to ER at a large, nearby hospital (LKH Steyr, Austria) with superb doctors and cardiologists on duty, where the EKG showed atrial fibrillation. Blood laboratory and all other vitals checked out fine. In order to "reset" the heartbeat and get rid of the Afib, I was treated with the agent Flecainide Acetate (Aristocor was the name of the drug), to which I responded so heavily, that it led to three syncopes at the hospital within 30 minutes under the doctors' and nurses' watch, with heart stops between 5 and 20 seconds each. That caused a bit of a buzz, resulting in the transfer into ICU, the implant of a stationary pacemaker (which was removed again after two days), and lots of following examinations, from heart ultrasound, lung x-ray, CT scans, to epilepsy exams (which were all really good to go through in order to rule out as much as possible, and narrow down the cause).
Now, since all exams, vitals and values checked out fine, the final diagnosis was acute stress, and in sessions with psychologists who specialize in burnout diagnosis, low-and-behold, apparently I was in an "early stage burnout" (a term and type of condition of which validity I was always quite sceptic and suspicious of). I have never felt uncomfortable with 12+ hour work days, weeks without a full day off, email checking in restrooms, while waiting on elevators, daily phone calls with staff and email checking during vacation days, and with my brain working 24/7 - even in my sleep. It was just a lifestyle I had chosen and the speed in business, multi-tasking, diversity and challenges kind-of fueled me, as if I needed it. Running on high speed and striving for maximum productivity and efficiency has always been the way I've been wired. I did not mind it, or complain about large work loads, or multitudes of parallel responsibilities. Rather the opposite: I really enjoyed it all. I really love what I do, love my employees and customers, projects and companies. From my perspective, a "burnout diagnosis" was something someone wanted whenever they were unhappy at work and were looking for a way out without losing face with friends, family or business acquaintances. I did not seek a way out at all and was very happy all around. It was entirely unthinkable for me to fall victim of some kind of "burnout" which ends up affecting vital organs. I was told by burnout psychologists that the body geniusly produces disruptions like syncopes under ongoing, persistent stress (even if not experienced as "negative stress"), in order to the person's attention, to slow them down, in order to avoid a bigger, more dangerous, health incident down the road. It sounds plausible, but I am just not sure what to believe.
Anyways, I did follow the psychologists recommendations and cut my 12-hour days in half, working only 6 hours a day, for a maximum of 6 days per week. The doctors urged me to take a sabbatical if at all possible, which unfortunately, currently isn't, so I promised to at least follow through on a reduction of work hours and better attempts to delegate more to key employees, and to accept slower growth and expansions as a result (or less perfect results and even losses). So my agenda was: delegate - reduce - accept. I did follow through on that for about 2 months as long as employees and people around me understood the situation and had compassion for it, until work hours increased again and I found myself in the constant struggle between trying to slow down, and trying to move the businesses forward, and the urge to accelerate expansions again.
Since then, a brand new symptom: nightly audible, fast-beating vibrations in the chest (I can only imagine that this is what Afib must sound like if one can hear it), which wake me up. They go away as soon as I get up and move around, but come back after laying down and falling asleep again. Keeps me up at night for hours often. Fitbit shows shows heart rates consistently in the 50-60 during any of those many incidents, and a recent 24h holter EKG did not show anything alarming either.
So, my question to the community is three-fold:
- Has anyone been treated with Flecainid and then started to experience similar strong, rapid beats (vibrations or ongoing flutters) during sleep stages?
- Has anyone been diagnosed with burnout (or similar stress-sickness) which produced similar symptoms (syncopes, heart-stops, chest vibrations during sleep) and any of these symptoms have been deemed to be a result from stress-anxiety-burnout?
- Has anyone been diagnosed with a "surprising" burnout syndrome (meaning: it was not noticed as such prior to the diagnosis)?