buzzing

[Agara33]

my body is buzzing...I have been doing a lot of processing and hopefully it's getting me somewhere. I do feel change but that is how it has been for a long time, feeling a big change just after I process...feel the difference in the weight I am carrying but over time still feeling stuck in the same position as usual. But there has been a shift in that I am going to stop with the energy healer I have been seeing for the past 3 years and start a different kind of energy work hopefully with results. Until now our sessions our very powerful and profound but I am still stuck, still lost, still in agony...now that I finally decided to switch I feel a little upset at her, the one I have been seeing for 3 years...a little taken advantage of...i would have hoped that she would acknowledge that though the sessions are very intense and do work, I don't seam to be getting anywhere and maybe I should try something else as I am suffering so much...but I have never had high expectations from her as a professional. I knew she isn't totally trustworthy as a person and as a professional, her attitude with money...its just the only thing that seamed to work. And she does have abilities that are very valuable at least somewhere in my story if not at this time. I will be happy to not be spending so much money on seeing her...and I really hope this new thing will actually get me somewhere. I have also been writing which brings up stuff, taking the remedies too and listening to binaural beats, a chakra series. All these things give relief and some strength. Though I have not really any moments of just being or resting, i don't seam able to...if i go outside maybe i can a little...its a tight tight spot...

[peacefulandcalm Encourager]

hi agara, I relate very much to what you just said. I feel energy in my body so often. Although for me, it feels static and like adrenaline stuck. In various places in my body or brain or soul. It is all energy of course. I know we are trying so much, I hope we can feel a bit of peace...yes, moments of just being or resting

[Lindyloo53 Volunteer]

I too hope this new therapy you embark on works for you..