Still having mental health issues (also swan selfie)

[bexx87]

Black swans, sea air, club lights, bus air con, yo yoing emotions, moods and thoughts, body can make up its mind what temp it wants to be at, still cant go out past 12pm, still only getting 4-6 hoirs sleep per night, walking getting me out of breath and self care in general is all exhausting me why couldnt of you stayed in Bristol ya ruining my hoilday in my happy place

I thought i would be fiiiinnnne and have a rest bite from these ordeal of varying issues but noooooooo hoilday ruiner!!! Grrrrr *clenched fist shake* fml *cries* first time i have ever ever in 30 + years to be stressed and wound up in dawlish and no mother is required ...(who is in spain fyi so my uncle is on kitty kat cat duty)

[Lynd]

Pace yourself and have a kip in the afternoon. X

[bexx87 in reply to Lynd]

Thanks im drinking water like im never seeing it again and immiedly peeing it straight out im restless everytime i nap so i cant relax humming fridge is giving me a headache

I have written myself a week itternal

Day rider: £8

Single to dawlish:£1.50

Sat 27th

Train and check in

Sun 28th

Police incident reported:

Day activity:

Visited brixham

Evening actitvity:

9pm magic everywhere show

Monday 29th

Day actitivy:

New jermy kyle -9:25 am itv

Go to dawlish, see the swannies and do a light show (see list below)

Shopping list

Washing up liq

Check bank balance

Milk

Mosituring cream

New underwear

Candles/inscents

Shaver

Hot/cold drink

Evening acticity:

scott visit around 7 will call you

Tuesday 30th

Day activity:

New jermy kyle -9:25 am itv

Check out dawlish walking fest

Evening activty:

9pm night at the museum show

Wednesday 1st

Day activity:

New jermy kyle -9:25 am itv

Pop into dawlish museum

Check out dawlish walking fest

Evening activity:

Thursday 2nd

Day activity:

New jermy kyle -9:25 am itv

Pop into dawlish museum

Check out dawlish walking fest

Set alarm for tomorrow

Evening activity:

9pm beanstalk musical show and

roger parks cabaret

Friday 3rd

Day activity:

Walk dawlish bounds @9:30am see

dawlish and teighmough events guide

2019 booklet for details

Evening activity:

9pm rock n roll dinner show and

party dances

Sat 4th

Day activity:

Check out @10am

Train @

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Sunday 27th

1.30am couple and brother arguing in drunk and disordely manner in carvan moved caravan brother will report to reception and as i came out to try and break up whatever the fighting was about i gave the brother my bunalow number should a statement need to be given

Reported to police and security were aware

Next time report to call centre and they can pass it on to on site secuity to deal with

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[Lynd in reply to bexx87]

Think the excitement of the holiday and trying to do to much has got to you. Slow it all down and rest a little.

Holidays are for leaving problems at home for a while so relaxxxxxc

[paxo05]

Hi Bexx

It's so annoying that although you don't pack them or even invite them those bl##dy mental health issues always tag along. They don't even help to pay their way.

Maybe it's because we relax and take our eye off of them that they spring up and say hello.

Try not to get angry or let it spoil your time away ( Yep so easy to say I know)

I've wondered about actually inviting mine to come away with me next month. Maybe then it won't creep up on me whilst I am enjoying myself.

Enjoy your happy place.

Pax

[bexx87 in reply to paxo05]

Thank you for your kind words thay help and mean alot