I do empathise Steve. We said goodbye to my friend of 40 years on Tuesday and, after the cremation & tributes, we all went back to her (now empty) house and sat for a few hours in her garden to say our final goodbyes.
There aren't really any words to describe the feelings of those left behind are there...........
It was, but I must confess that I would've preferred to leave the crematorium and spend some time alone in my friend's garden ; I found the 'rellies' didn't know her at all and it showed in their ridiculous eulogies in which they virtually deified her.
I know we don't 'speak ill' of the dead but remembering loved ones needs to be kept real or else it's a sham. We were friends and we were kind & loving but we were also fallible, and guilty of all the usual human mistakes, including outrageous drunkenness on many occasions !
I suppose you and I will be feeling the after-shocks for quite some time Steve........ ............you know how the realisation hits in those moments when you happen to be off guard, and it's like it just happened...........
Had the same at my father's funeral, I was the closet person in the world to the man, on his death others jumped in to organise the funeral I stepped back the eulogies were a sham to the point of my turn to speak which I refused to share with the imposters why would I share my personal moments with them all in all it was a sham, smiled all the way through it.show your respects to the living as it's wasted on the dead and becomes something else.
He would have been so happy that you were both with us today and that you joined us afterwards too...he thought a lot of you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for all your support at this difficult time and most importantly... just for being you....
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