I've been put in-touch with Headway through my therapist, they then directed me to this forum,
I've had counselling in the past and feel that wasn't suited as i know ive got problems and just want to be listened and diagnosed, my current therapist wants me to look into if anything has came of my accident or weather its just a mental condition - i did see a GP but he just thobbed me off saying its highly unlikely that any further problems would of come from my accident!
I'm going to try and explain this as simple as possible and fill in any gaps if needed with answers to questions.
Basically, i'm 30yrs old and my mood varies dramatically with people around me, i have depression and problems struggling with daily life and at times my anxiety is terrible.
When i was around 15 i was involved with a accident where i was hit off my bicycle this gave me a fractured skull among other things - since the accident my parents said i'm a different person and it's brought on my mood/anger problems etc - apparently after the accident i was uncontrollable!
I do work for a agency, however recently ive really been struggling to cope with getting through the day i.e i did work 3x12hr shifts and i've now brought it down to 2x8hr shifts now i'm struggling with 1!!
(throughout the working day i struggle to focus and get anxious and constantly clock watch - i feel like its a prison sentence )
I've recently found out(2 days ago) that my farther could have secondary cancer after surviving prostate cancer so i'm really debating going back to work at all, its not that i don't want to work because i do and always have but i'm just really struggling with everything at the moment and want to be as clear headed and relaxed as possible.