I've took a step back trying to work things out in my head
Truth is your the only ones who get me and our life. I've cried buckets full. Truth is i just don't know what the future holds but does anyone? All i know is I've never stopped loving mark and never will stop. . And right now that's all i have. I know i lost him the day he fell off that ladder and i re live that day every day
I still can't talk about it all my gp answer is mild anti depression tablets. Well no thank you. I'm getting something sometimes and I'm working my butt off to get marks empathy back.
Even when he's on the drive waiting for me to finish work when i drive on
I see my mark. Big smiles
Missed you all xx sorry