I'm reading all posts when I can but...

[peaches2]

I'm finding it hard to reply to individual posts as I'm still struggling with all the worry waiting on Monday coming round for my results( my eyes seem to be playing up and I'm not my usual self)...I'm trying so hard to get on with things.. one minute it's working and the next it just isn't but rest assured I am tuned into all your troubles and strife and all the good news such as well done getting your driving license back...great stuff, along with I am so sorry to hear about your mother in law, to poor you, your partner leaving you after all that, to how to cope with silly, upsetting questions. I am sorry I can't at this time reply to all posts as I am fighting this battle as best I can for now but I promiseeee I am with each and every one of you in heart and mind. I never read anything on this forum that does not ring a bell with me and I truly feel the pain of you all as much as I get excited when I read the good news! I hope you are all managing as best as you can and hopefully after Monday I can get back to my old self and reply in a more personal way but until then....lots of love to you all...keep up the good work and keep plodding on buddies! xx

[Erherh]

Hey peaches : you are so kind offering thoughts and supprt for others when you are clearly worried for Monday. I read back and see you had MRI - U hope the results are favourable, as much as I know that will bring little comfort. I hope u can find some time over the weeknd to forget about things even if for a moment : and whatever the news - we are all here - your cyber family as U say. I completely get your anxiety and flipping from optimism to certainty that it will be bad news. That is only human I guess but hard to feel balanced when so much is in the balance. Thinking of you, and fingers crossed for you. Xx

[cat3]

I hope with all my heart it will be good news for you Peaches ; if anyone deserves some sunshine in their life it's you.

If nothing else, your bravery deserves to be rewarded big-style after the way you've handled the past 5 months.

Thinking of you and wishing.............wishing............wishing for the best possible outcome ! Cat xx

[steve55 in reply to cat3]

cat3 that was lovely

steve x

[cat3 in reply to steve55]

Thank you kind sir ! x

[BaronC]

Forget the rest of us! You just just concentrate on yourself for now, that's all that matters.

Best wishes,

Baron/Andy

[Nutkin33]

No worries!

I am a little of the same!

Sometimes readng all about BIs makes me feel peculiar, so I just scroll through the daily posts and only respond to the ones that I can help with!

Xx

[peaches2]

My husband is arriving this morning to be with me for my results on Monday, I feel like a teenager again, can't wait for him to get here! Update on Monday if I can. Thanks so much you lovely people...it's very difficult doing this alone, it will be so nice to even eat a meal with my husband tonight! Oh, young love conquers all! xx

[malalatete]

Enjoy your time together, park the worries for the weekend, and best of luck wi your results. Will be in my prayers x

[angelite]

Have a great weekend together, Peaches : )

Sending uber best vibes for Monday,

Angela x

[steve55]

peaches2 look forward to seeing your posts

[SAMBS]

Hi peaches, sorry last but not least I hope, I'm hoping and praying that you will be the 3rd with some good news I hear today, thank you for your kind thoughts to me also and a BIG virtual hug to you from across the miles......O - Shirley x x x

[MXman]

Hi Peaches,

Prayers and thoughts are with you. XX

[RogerCMerriman]

As others hope it's good news!

[SAMBS]

Hi peaches 2, did you get your results?

Don't forget we are here for support if needed. I do hope all went well though with them.

Sambs x x

[peaches2]

Hi Sambs, thank you for asking. I posted my results a while back. Basically there has been no change in the tumour size, so go home, get my hair done and try to relax for now! I'm trying to relax and happy there's no change but not as naive as to think I'm 100% in the clear from this pest! Anyhow I'm doing what I can and going to keep busy. I've decided to do some swimming to up my energy levels again and tone the legs! as I have been sitting around long enough....the little size 8 body is wondering what happened to it! Haha. Hope you are well and doing your best. xx