Yesterday I received some really terrible news. Where I used to work a colleague of mine died yesterday. He was only 37 apparently on Saturday he started having breathing problems so he went to hospital they found a blood clot and it went to his lung and the following morning he passed away. He leaves a Wife, Son 6 and a Daughter 4. He didn't smoke an rarely drank this is a tragic death. I hadn't seen him for a couple of years as you tend to drift apart.
Now after my illness in which I was put into a induced coma and given a 10% chance of survival
and hearing this terrible news I feel so guilty that I survived. Is this normal to think like this?