Is:
watching a movie is like watching it for the first time over and over again
its like i know what my favourite movies are, but i don't really know why, and then i watch them again and its like i have never seen it before, its a very awesome side effect indeed
ps i have just watched ip man again (fantastic Chinese film)
and you know what, although there are lots of bad things, there are lots of good things too.
I joke around a lot more and am a happier person
I am honest (although it gets me in trouble too)
I am not ashamed of who and how i am now
and although i try an adhere to social expectations i have no inhibitions and that i find is very freeing in my head