Nearly everyday starts the same way. Unable to move. The pain is unbearable after only few hours sleep, which took me most of the night to finally reach. Endless hours of listing to the local church clock chime quarter past, half past , quarter too and on the hour, dong dong dong. Waking to this can I move, shall I move, will it hurt, won't it hurt routine. Boring i wish it was just as simple. Pain drags you down the more it hurts the lower you become.
Well it's not just the pain but all the other things that come with it, follow it around , hangout with it. The endless trips to the toilet, the I am going to ruin your day now headache oh and the just for the hell of it look I am your legs but now I am not going to work for the next hour or so just to annoy you so.
That's nothing , now where did I put the cornflakes, whys the milk in the cupboard. Oh hello who are you. They say is fibre fog, but I am not convinced i think aliens have stolen my brain ( but that just between me and you).
Why is this damn thing got a hold on me, can it not go and bug someone else. Unhappy just so Unhappy. Now my hands don't work and my jaw hurts, what next chronic fatigue COME ON BRING IT ON got use to it now. Normal people you know nothing.