my husband has gone back to work after having nearly two weeks off ,
and i just want to cry ,having him at home was so lovely ,
i didnt realise how much he was doing to help me ,and now WHAM!
its just hit me ,i feel so panicky that i am on my own to look after 5 kids and a home today ,stupid i know ,
i just want to curl up somewhere and wait for him to come home ,but ofcourse i cant ,
right then here i come ! ready or not !
love to all and gentle hugs xxxxx