Hi everyone! So I've made it to 7dp5dt and this 2ww has been totally different to the previous two. Both mentally and physically.
Mentally and emotionally im doing really well. Anxiety super low and I haven't went down too many rabbit holes! I think my acupuncture and my previous experiences have calmed me down and made me realise a lot of this is out of my hands! That's not to say I'm not worried, but it's not making me ill this time which I appreciate lol! I'm back at work for the second week and times going in quickly!
Physically it's also very different and I'm not sure it's good! I've never felt LESS pregnant in my life! I had some noticeable but not painful cramping all day on days 3 & 4 and since then........nothing, no symptoms, no cramps, nausea, sore boobs, nothing. Not even from the drugs!
In my last two transfers I cramped pretty much the entire 2ww. At least I felt like something was happening, whereas now, it's all surreal, like it's over already.
I'm a bit worried that the embryo was trying to implant on days 3/4 and it hasn't worked which is why everything has calmed down but only time will tell!
I'm not an early tester (I like to avoid it all and hope it goes away π) but I might see how I feel over the weekend or if I start to bleed at all etc I might test. Otherwise it will be bloods from the clinic!
I'd love some no symptom reassurance from anyone out there!?
I do realise that nothing means nothing and everything all at once but it's nice to hear I'm not a total anomaly!
Lots of love and hope Christmas isn't taking its toll on you all too much
Joey xx