Bloods done this morning and they have only gone from 14 to 16.66 doctors have said to come of medication and just let it go. We are sad but have been here sooo many times before that I’m not sure there’s any tears left. I used to be howling like the wind, unstoppable. Bogies and athing. Today …. Nothing, I just said ‘ok see you at our appointment tomorrow’ then I had a wine, a super hot bath, took 5 flights of stairs and ate a giant tub of ice cream coz I’m a greedy fat bastard 😂 it’s been one hell of a journey and I’d like to thank everyone for their support. I think I might have gone crazy …. Crazier … without it. We are not ready to give up. Tomorrow is a new day and hopefully we can get some tests on me that might give us some answers.until then I’m gonna hold my head up high because we tried xxxx good luck everyone xxx
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Oh no. I'm so so sorry to hear this about your HCG results. It must be such a disappointment and I hope you're going to enjoy all the treats and relaxation now for a while. You're right to hold your head high. Your strength, perseverance, and lovely sense of humour even when things are tough is amazing. xxxx
oh love I am so sorry. I think its very normal for us to run out of tears after a number of failures, our hopes are so low anyway it kind of half expected and we almost feel vindicated we didn't think it was going to work out and we were right.I think your recovery plan is a grand one, and I hope you feel better over time to fight again. Hugs xx
You are absolutely amazing and such a strong women to keep going as you do! I wished you had a different outcome this time and sending you lots of hugs and love to help you get through is horrific time and the energy to prep and try again when the time is ready! ❤️
Big hugs ❤
So sorry to see this Boo 😔 take care of yourself and enjoy those treats xx
So sorry to read your latest update. Look after each other and do what ever it takes to bring some small amount of joy. Whether that’s eating lots of treats or doing something you enjoy. And yes, you have tried your best and you definitely should hold your head up high. Take care x
So gutted for you . Keep your faith hun . God bless xx
Gutted for you, so so sorry. Take care of yourself and you enjoy that wine. Lots of love and strength sent 🤍 xxxx
Sorry to hear the boo. You are right, tomorrow is another day. Hope the appointment runs smoothly tomorrow (& enjoy the wine/ice cream)
I’m so sorry Boo. Good work on looking after yourself and I hope you feel a little better day by day xxx
I’m so sorry to hear this. Sending you loads of virtual support in this horrible time!
So sorry for your loss. It is hard but I’m so glad you’re coping especially with the wine and ice cream! And that you’re determined not to give up 💪 you’re one strong woman!
Ohhh Boo I'm so sorry! I definitely had my fingers crossed for your update. I'm glad you have an appointment so soon and definitely understand the feeling that all the tears are gone. This journey can be so outrageously cruel! It sounds like you're making a good plan for your next steps though. Sending you lots of love and comfort. You've got this 💪xx
I am so sorry to hear this, lovely. It is such a hard journey! Sending you lots of strength and positivity to try again when you feel ready xxx
Hey Boo718,
so sorry to hear that it didn't work. But you know what? After our last failure I felts exactly the same as you. It was no more drama, tears, etc, just OK, what's my next move. All those repeated failures really made us strong!
I'm glad that you are still ready to fight and I'm sure luck will be on our side eventually 
For now enjoy alcohol and other not allowed items - you deserve it
Huge hug!
I'm so sorry Boo 😢 What a heap of 💩! So annoyed for you. I can't imagine how this feels. I don't know what's worse, never seeing a flipping hint of a line or seeing it but not having it stick around. Both are utterly $hit, I think it's fair to say! So glad you're picking yourself up and planning to go again. You're amazingly strong xx
So sorry to hear this . This is the worst news and sadly we all know the pain you are feeling. 💔. Take time, look after you and get ready to go again (cos that’s what we do 💫) x
Today went well 
Home now. Surgery all done! Went well.
Let down..
Well that was disappointing 
