I’m literally having some sort of torturous nightmare. Transfer in the last week of May, BFP soon after. For any anyone that read my last post, I had a bleed at 5weeks + 3 on Tuesday, went to EPU, they found two happy gestational sacks and yolk sacs. So I took a breath. Wednesday night another big bleed. Went to a private scan yesterday and twins still there, two tiny fetel poles and could see the pump of heartbeats on both. BUT she said they were too small and measuring three days behind (I’m struggling with this as she said I was too early to see a fetal poles or heartbeats but she did and then they were too small for the day?!)
Today I’ve had a mother of all bleeds, I’ll not give you horrid details but it was a lot. I’m sat here convinced it’s over. Rang clinic and they said it might be that I’m losing one and to keep on medication till they can scan on Tuesday. I really just don’t know what to do with myself now. Just got to sit here and wait? Im praying there is still one hanging on in there but seriously give me a break. I feel like this week is a serious test of my sanity.