Hi ladies,
This is actually my first ever post on here (although I find this forum to be a huge help in this wild and crazy ride called infertility). I just turned 39 last week and have low AMH for my age. My honey and I have been TTC for 2 years, starting fertility treatments last fall.
After 3 failed IUIs, this is our first round of ICSI/IVF. Egg retrieval was in early March just as all the Covid stuff started to hit the fan, then the clinic closed for three months shortly after. We ended up with two 4AA embies, that were both transferred on July 9.
At first I was just so happy that our embies we’re finally ‘with’ me, but the 2ww has been so challenging. I have my beta tomorrow but was going crazy with the waiting, feeling lots of symptoms (cramps, sore breasts, back ache one day, very tired). I decided to test this morning to prepare me for results tomorrow (if I receive them at work). Sad to say it was a stark white, BFN on Clearblue test. 😭.
Feeling overwhelmed that will all be over tomorrow, and we will have to start from scratch (if we even can, financially). I live in BC, Canada so there is no funding for fertility treatments. This all just feels so hard and unfair. How anyone gets pregnant naturally is amazing! I really thought this was going to be our turn.
Anyone had bfn 11dp5dt then gone on to get bpf? Needing some hope today!
Side note, sending lots of love to all you warriors out there! Your posts help me feel less alone along this journey. Hugs from Canada 💛🌸