Hello lovely ladies,
I’ve deliberately not posted and have actually been very quiet on here for a good reason! I’m still not sure whether people will find this helpful/ encouraging or not but I’m hoping the positive will outweigh anything else. I know it’s been such a tough tough time for everyone with treatment being delayed (myself included). The long and the short of it is, I’m pregnant! I found out 2 weeks ago, in the middle of lockdown, and as you can imagine, I was absolutely gobsmacked. I still am to be honest. I had a scan on Friday and we have a heartbeat and I will be 7 weeks today. I will have another scan in just over 2 weeks. At the moment I’m just taking one day at a time. I had a mmc before between 7-9 weeks so I’m not allowing myself to get excited. The anxiety is pretty overwhelming at times but I’m having weekly counselling to try and get it in check. I don’t know if you can ever have a ‘normal’ worry free pregnancy after fertility treatment and a miscarriage etc.
Just wanted to update you on our journey I guess and say that I’m thinking of everyone hopefully starting treatment again soon. It’s a very stressful time and I feel for everyone going through it.