*sensitive post* faint positive day before due date

[lmno]

Tomorrow would have been my due date for the baby we lost in August. If I'm honest I still don't feel like I've processed the grief and trauma of the loss yet and I've been so aware of this date in the diary edging closer and closer. We started another frozen cycle on Christmas Eve which has had lots of delays and complications, but I'm 8dt5dt (for a 2bb embryo) and I tested this morning and got a faint positive. Got my blood test on Monday and I know it's still very early days but I feel so relieved. We'd agreed we'd take a break for a year if this cycle didn't work so it felt like a lot riding on it (I mean there always is). More than anything the timing just feels so weird with grieving our loss and our due date tomorrow and then finding this out today. I'm also about to start a new job in two weeks after finally getting to the point of being tired of putting my life on hold in the hopes of conceiving - oh the irony! Praying this one makes it. What a brutal and emotional journey this all is - power and hope to all of us going through it x

[Core]

This journey is such a rollercoaster, congratulations on your positive xx

[Cinderella5]

Best of luck lovely! Hope you get good bees on OTD, you certainly deserve this!!xxx

[ttcemmie]

Congrats on the positive! xxx

[Leesara]

Keeping all the positivity for you xx

[Hidden]

Really sorry for your loss I don’t think it’s something you ever get over but rather learn to live it. Congratulations on this pregnancy what wonderful timing. Many women go on to have a healthy baby after a miscarriage. All the best with your pregnancy xxx

[FrancyItaly]

I would love so much to get a bfp on my due date for the baby we lost in September! It sounds like a miracle! I hope all goes well for you and you get to bring your rainbow baby home x

[Anya80]

Just wanted to say best of luck to you both😘not easy road TTC!

With my second baby who is now six months old was effect of third FET and apparently transfer day was exactly year later on the day I’ve had hospital management with baby I’ve lost earlier😔I did not planned I mean the dates but it fell this way and apparently my last attempt was a success. When I lost my baby year earlier I’ve thought I would never get chance to be mum again, I was grieving this lost baby for a year I think part of me still is despite me having lovely baby now and my family feel to be completed!

This is hard road but you can do it 💗

[Rainbowhope]

Praying this is your time hun. ❤🤞🙏😘

[lmno]

Thanks for all the lovely messages. Just got blood test results which confirmed a positive and HCG levels of 169. Cautiously hopeful xx