Well as the title suggests today i am having a total meltdown.
I had a FET on 22nd August and got a BFP on the 4th September. Since then i have constant dull cramps and a stomach ache but every day i will get sharp shooting pains that literally stop me in my tracks. I did get some brown spotting too last week but that thankfully seems to have stopped. I am panicking constantly that something is going to go wrong like last time. I had a miscarriage at eight weeks on my last FET and it honestly feels the same. I'm convinced if i wasn't taking progestorone i would already be bleeding.
This morning i went to get a repeat prescription from the clinic and told them how i was in constant pain and thought they would reassure me however the nurse actually laughed when i said i was worried that things were going wrong. All she could say was that it was normal to experience cramping and to let them know if the symptoms continue. She did have a student nurse in who was much more sympathetic and did say it could be the uterus expanding and that it was to early to detect an ectopic pregnancy.
I feel like they have a set regime that everyone is on and they will not deviate from that. I felt like they weren't interested so rather than coming away feeling a little more hopeful i have come away feeling like i wasted their time and that i should just get on with things and stop overreacting. Of course now i feel awful, upset and surprise surprise i am still in pain.
Sorry not alot anyone can say i know, I just needed to vent.
thanks for listening xx